WHAT!? Without any warning whatsoever my cell phone decides to stop working – completely. I hadn’t had any problems with it; it just stopped working right in the middle of a call. Is there ever a good time for this to happen? Fortunately, I have a back up phone I can get hooked up, but it's in LA and I'm in Virginia.

Back at the track. Another not so great day for me. I’m started to seriously think that I’m kidding myself about this MX thing. I have fun no matter what, but I’m getting smoked and I KNOW I can ride better than I have been. I went down hard a couple of times and damaged my bike, but I’m okay for the most part. One of my brothers went down hard too. He wrecked right in front of me; luckily I didn’t run him over. All in all it was another great family day with lots of bragging and lots of laughing.

Today I went to a reunion of sorts. It was a get together of some of the guys I grew up with. These were the guys I played football, basketball, stickball, cut grass, threw snowballs at cars, knocked on front doors and ran with, etc. They also introduced me to Jimi Hendrix, Led Zeppelin, Heart, Billy Joel, Earth Wind and Fire, and all types of other stuff. I showed them how a BMX bike could be ridden. They all remembered me jumping over a VW bug on my bicycle in high school.

Funny, I mention that day on Skipper Drive when most of the school knew I was attempting the car-jumping feat. My father wasn’t usually home at the time I’d planned on doing it, but as it turned out it/he was a real blessing in disguise. About 30 people showed up waiting for me to perform the stunt. I was kinda stalling because my dad was home and I thought if he knew I was going to do it he would stop me. Not so much because he thought it was so dangerous (or stupid), but just because….

Anyway, after a while there he was at the front door looking for me to explain why so many people were in front of the house. I reluctantly told him what the deal was and he thought about for a second…………then told me to put on helmet and to be careful. WHAT?! Cool!

I went into the garage and got this old helmet that was about 29 sizes too large for me and strapped it on. I was ready – or so I thought. My public was eagerly waiting. Now this makeshift ramp that was supposed to lift me over this ’74 VW beetle was made of two kitchen chairs and some plywood. High tech huh?

I went to the end of the street, thought about what was about to happen and started pedaling my hardest. I approached the ramp at a high rate of speed and at the last possible moment veered off to the side on a dry run. My heart was racing a mile a minute and I was ready for the real thing.

I went back to the end of the block and approached again – this time for real. I hit the ramp perfectly and everything went into slow motions. I cleared the vehicle with no problem, but my front end started dropping and dropping. It dropped so much that I landed right on my head or rather that old ass helmet my father made me wear.

Ya know, I never had a great relationship with my dad, but he did me a huge favor by making me wear a helmet that day. I could have ended up getting hurt really bad. I know, I know, I should have had a helmet on in the first place. It was back in the day when seat belts weren’t required. Thanks dad. Actually, believe it or not, there is a slim that we may end up seeing each other while I’m home – it’s been 3 years since we’ve spoken.

Back to the reunion; I grew up in the greatest neighborhood ever around some really fantastic people. I’m proud to say that we are all doing well for ourselves and are well adjusted adults. It’s really trip to think about it. We went to school together and had our first jobs together. Wow, time does fly.

My birthday! What a great day – a great couple of days actually. I can’t think of a better place to be than with my family. I’m always surprised that anyone even remembers it, but my friends and family always do and even some people I’ve never met. Thank you so much!

Something really interesting that happened was a special little girl named Taylor interviewed me. She’s the 9 year old daughter of a longtime friend I hadn’t seen in years – actually it was my first time meeting Taylor. She wants to be an actress and an author. I think she is well on her way.

I’ve been interviewed on occasion in the past and one of the times for the local paper at home in Virginia Beach was the worst. The writer made me out to be this desperate, struggling actor who couldn’t get a leg up in the business to save his life. I’ve never been desperate and I cringe when the phrase “struggling actor” is used around me. That doesn’t mean it’s been easy – it hasn’t, but never for a day have I considered myself to be “struggling actor” or “starving artist”.

That interview took place about 4 years ago when I was working on “Good Morning, Miami”. It seemed that the writer already had his slant on my story and he stuck to it. I just read the article again and I wonder who the heck he printed that story on because it sure wasn’t my story. It made me fully understand when the stars want to be able to have final approval before an interview goes to print.

But let me tell you this 9-year old Taylor was gem to work with, she even recorded every time I said “um”. Sharp kid that Taylor. Did I tell you she baked me a birthday cake? Wow! Thanks Taylor!

INTERVIEW WITHSTEPHAN (BRIAN) FULLER!!!!!!!!!!!!! (actor)

Taylor: How Did You Get Your Start in Acting?
Stephan Fuller: Ummm…. I got my start umm… with a local teacher here in virginia beach.

TL: Did You Want To Act Since You We’re A Child?
SF: it wasn’t something that I really thought about, no I wanted to be a racecar driver.

TL: Had You Done Anything Differently In Your Career, What Would It Be?
SF: I’m really happy with my decisions but if anything I would have written more about my time in New York but I’m happy with my decions.

TL: Was There A Certain Actor That Inspired You To Follow Your Dream?
SF: Not particulary. Ummm… I really liked the whole entertainment industry.

TL: What We’re Some Of Your Favorite Actors That You Worked With?
SF: umm… Tom Hanks, Jere Burns, Kelsey Grammar, and Umm…I liked working with Kadeem Hardison.

TL: How Old We’re You When You Started To Really Follow Your Dream?
SF: In my 20’s (does not wish to discuss his age with the press)

Taylor - Author, actress, pastry chef and more.

DAG!!!! It was not a great day at the track. I fell almost every time I rode including practice. I know can ride much better than I did and KNOW that my youngest brother Todd is not that much better than me IF he’s better than me at all. I taught him most of what he knows!! I think I’m underestimating that fact that I don’t get much time on the bike and that I am inexperienced in race conditions. It’s all good though; the important this that I had a great day of laughter and togetherness with my brothers. There’s always next week…. M Me(28) getting ready to stick it to Jeff(511)

DAG!!!! It was not a great day at the track. I fell almost every time I rode including practice. I know can ride much better than I did and KNOW that my youngest brother Todd is not that much better than me IF he’s better than me at all. I taught him most of what he knows!! I think I’m underestimating that fact that I don’t get much time on the bike and that I am inexperienced in race conditions. It’s all good though; the important this that I had a great day of laughter and togetherness with my brothers. There’s always next week….

Finally I get to ride my dirt bike!! Yeah! I had a pretty good day of riding in preparation for tomorrow’s race. I hope I can put it all together. I’m not expecting to win or anything like that, but I need to be able to, at least, be a threat to my two younger brothers. When it comes to riding these bike it’s “No pain, no gain”; I should know that by now.

Last week I attended a “SAG Conversations” event featuring Tracee Ellis Ross of "Girlfriends". It was really cool to listen to her speak about her journey. Funny enough, the script that I have not been spending much time on lately is for her as the lead – at least in my mind. I had never met her before, but after 90 minutes of listening to her speak I really think she’s perfect for it.

The coolest thing about her is that with all of her success you believe that she is really thankful. It’s easy to say you’re thankful, but with her you “feel” that she’s thankful and loves going to work. All the best to you Tracee.

There was another “SAG Conversations” event last week, but I missed it because when it showed up on the schedule I had already bought my ticket home. It was featuring Michael Ealy. Mike and I studied at the same place when we were both new in New York around 1996 or so. We had a circle of friends that we would, of course, talk about the business, the craft, work, etc.

Micheal always struck me as a great guy through and through – grounded, real, passionate and very, very talented. Well, my friend Debbie Campbell attended the event and said that Michael mentioned my name. WHAT?!

The email said:

“I went to see Michael Ealy speak at SAG tonight...are you friends with him? He got to talking about how, in his opinion, life as an actor in NY is 80% craft, 20% business, and how in LA it's 80% business, 20% craft. Then he talked about how he decided to get his business together in NY, and his buddy Stephon helped him out by sharing his marketing strategies and advice.

I figured it had to be you. So I wanted to let you know he gave you some props.”


Yeah, that really surprised me. I mean I did run into him at a play back in the Spring of this year, but I wouldn’t have thought that any advice I’d given him 10 years ago meant all that much. Who knew? I must say that it really made me smile – and shake my head at the same time. Wow, I guess you never know how what you say affects others. Keep doing your thing Michael and Debbie thanks for letting me know!

My cell phone rings and it’s a “310” area code. I don’t recognize the number. Who could it be? It’s the wonderful Debra Zane. Wow, it’s always great to talk to Deb, but this could be really great.

She had just had a production meeting with Steven Soderbergh and wanted to be the first to tell me that I booked a role in “Ocean’s Thirteen” as one of the security technicians. I didn’t ask how many days or where it’s shooting, my agent will tell me that. I do know this – my scene is with Tony Montana from “Scarface” one of my favorite films of all time. YEAH!!!

I don’t even know what to say. The list of people I’ve worked with and the experiences I have had is just crazy – Spielberg, Hanks, Burrows, Pytka, Grammer, the cast of “Friends”, of course casting pros like Debra Zane, Tannis Vallely and Dori Zuckerman and many more. I am so very fortunate.

As I’ve mentioned before this isn’t the first time Steven Soderbergh has hired me; I booked a role in “Ocean’s Twelve’, but the role was cut before shooting. I hope that doesn’t happen this time. At any rate, there are a few really important people in this town who know my name and that is a good thing.

Jet lag is a beast! I’m still in a daze from not getting enough rest. Between running around with the kids and a family road trip to Maryland for an MX race and I am beat. I need to just sleep for a day…yeah right.

It’s actually the evening of June 13th and I am on my way to LAX to get the **** outta dodge. You have no idea how excited I am to be leaving for a month in Virginia Beach. I soooo need this vacation to detox from the pace that I continually run at in Los Angeles. The great thing is that I do “truly” leave and disengage from it all. That doesn’t mean I don’t think about my career at all; I just really appreciate being able to take a month off if I want. It also helps that I love going home to have a great time with my family.

I wasn’t always able to do this and, who knows, I may not be able to do it next year for whatever reason, but I’ll enjoy it while it last. Another great thing is that I am already excited about getting back to Los Angeles to have a great TV season and to continue to move forward in my career and the rest of my life.

I think I'm going through a second puberty. Not that I really remember the first one. Why do I think this you might ask? Well, my voice seems to be changing. I sound as if I'm not feeling well, but I feel great.

This has been going on for about the last 5 weeks. So, I've decided to embrace my new sound instead of fighting it. Huh? I hope my face I doesn't start breaking out more than usual.

There is another reason I think I'm growing up. hmmm......how do I explain this? Well it went a little like this.

INT. - THE GYM/LOCKER ROOM - MORNING

Men of all ages, ethnicities and physical conditions mill around in various stages of dress and undress. As the camera pushes through the levels of testosterone, it settles on a pair of flip-flops and slowly rises to the small calves of young black male; this is Stephon.

As the camera continues to rise; it the frame widens and we see that this muth*fu** is butt naked. WHAT!? Yeah, he’s wearing nothing but flip-flops, a silver chain, wire-rimmed glasses and quite the pensive look on his face. Is he trying to scare folks? Geez!

Another angle catches Stephon's right hand by his side; camera follows as the hand moves up near his face and a number "100" comes into view. Camera widens to reveal this skinny ass, butt naked black man is standing on a scale.

CUT TO:

A thumb and index finger sliding a weight to the right....35, 36, 37, 38....39...........40 What!!!

Stephon: Oh Sh*t! I gained a pound!

Pregnant looking man with plenty of pounds to spare walks by and responds.

Man: I got plenty; you want some of this?

Stephon: Nah, I'm good. Thanks. (to self) Cool, I’m back to 140!

So there you have it; I gained a pound. Imagine that. I can't believe that my youngest brother weighs 15 more pounds than me! Maybe one day I’ll get back to my high school graduation weight of around 145-150…..maybe not. Maybe I should shut up and be happy that I can eat whatever I want…whenever I want and however much of it I want. Yeah, I’ll take that.

Oh yeah, my face is totally breaking out.

Audition: "Lincoln Mercury" @ TLC/Booth Casting. Ya know I love to audition @ this office. I’ve booked here twice before and they were both Joe Pytka directed spots. That is always encouraging. Last year I lost a week of my vacation for a last minute booking and I am more than willing to do it again.

The audition went well, I think I understood how it is going to be shot and acted accordingly. Hopefully I didn’t “over think it” though.

You ever see anyone at an audition for a job that you ended up booking and you see that person again and you don’t want to say that you book it? Well, I ran into my friend Denver Dowridge at the “Lincoln-Mercury” audition today. We were also at the “Monk” audition together. Since we are often mistaken for each other I assumed we were reading for the same part. Well, I found out today that we BOTH booked roles in the episode! Different roles, different days. That really put a smile on both of our faces.

On a completely different topic; this doesn’t put a smile on my face. It’s official; I think “SAG at AFTRA rates” sucks. Matter of fact, I think AFTRA sucks. Correct me if I’m wrong, but they seem to be working against getting us actors the best rates. I also reserve the right to change my mind about this at anytime. I don’t know, having two guilds representing the same group of actors doesn’t serve us all that well and as a result we get “SAG at AFTRA rates”. It is horrible.

Today I realized how important a decision I made years ago was. Very early on in my journey I decided to go after what I wanted; I mean really go after it. By that I meant top productions and the people involved. I figured, “why not?” I might actually get some roles.

When I first moved to Los Angeles my focus was television and commercials. Not just any television shows; but what I call the “blue-chip” shows: “ER”, “CSI”, “Friends”, Everybody Loves Raymond”, Judging Amy”, “NYPD Blue”, “Frasier”, etc. The shows they had been around or were going to be around in syndication for years to come. As an actor trying to make a living, residual income is of vital importance.

Commercially, I went after the busiest casting directors who cast for the top level directors. In 2003 I consciously added film to my target list. Not just any category of film; I went after the big studio films. None of this means that I turned down or didn’t pursue other stuff; of course I did. I’ve worked on all kinds of projects, for pay and no pay, with dialogue and no dialogue, names and no names. I just knew where I wanted my priorities to be.

The reason is because I wanted to be able to make a living and work with the best. As a result I’ve been fortunate to work some of the premiere talent in the industry: Joe Pytka, Andy Ackerman, James Burrows, David Kohan, Max Mutchnick, Terry George, Kevin Bright, Bonnie Hunt, Arlene Sanford and of course Debra Zane, Tom Hanks and Steven Spielberg and many, many others.

What am I getting at? Even I’m confused at this point. The bottom line is that I am really; really glad that I was very specific in the type projects I worked on in the beginning. Why do I say that? Because the “SAG at AFTRA” terms contract that UPN works under is a terrible thing for actors. Did I say it’s a terrible thing for actors? In short, it sucks. Almost everything I’ve worked on in TV has been on ABC, CBS NBC or Fox and some cable. The big network residual pay scale is much, much, much better than UPN’s “SAG at AFTRA” terms garbage. Hopefully, I’m wrong, but I assume that the new CW Network will be working under the same crappy contract.

The difference is this. If the majority of the work I have booked over the years would have been on UPN I would definitely still be putting theft tags on ladies underwear at Old Navy/Beverly Connection @ 4am or better yet, still waiting tables at The Hollywood Standard asking hotties if “fries comes with that shake”. There is THAT much of a difference in the residuals.

Last Fall I did a guest star on UPN’s “Love, Inc.”. I had a great time working on the show and was thrilled to get the guest starring credit. It originally aired in December and aired again in the same time slot in March. Here’s the really depressing part: My residual payment for the first re-run was roughly 10% of my original rate. I found it hard to believe that AFTRA sold us out and undercut SAG that bad. I could be wrong still because everytime I call SAG I get a different answer. Until I find out otherwise I am angry about this. If this would have been on NBC, ABC, CBS or Fox I would have gotten my full fee for a re-run in that time slot.

Don’t get me wrong I understand that UPN is not a huge network like the big four, but 10% on a first re-airing is just wrong. So where do I go from here? First, I leave town and get a nice break from it all. Then I return with a vengeance and focus on what I’ve been focusing on for years. It has served me well in the past and it should continue; I just didn’t know how instrumental that decision was when I made it. I’ll still audition for AFTRA shows if they come up, but I won’t be pursuing them like I’ll pursue full SAG productions.

I didn’t think anything could be worse than the DVD pay rate, but “SAG at AFTRA Terms” is much worse in my opinion. Here is an example of DVD payment situation I saw on a website sometime ago.

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Thank you SOOO much for your recent email. I have tried till I'm blue
in the face to explain what happened to me on the movie Seabiscuit,
Which you referenced in your email? [Note: we pointed out that the
Writer and director of Seabiscuit each made $650,000 from DVD sales.]

Please feel free to share this information in ANY of your materials as it
will further breakdown HOW LITTLE will show up in the actors'
pockets and how MILLIONS of dollars will be lost in the future.

A few key points on Seabiscuit and another movie I worked on,
Catch Me If You Can.

Seabiscuit - pay rate for me: 1 day, Scale plus 10%. "Take it or
leave it." Sound familiar? I took it. THINKING, great book, big
movie, big budget, RESIDUALS - WRONG!!!!

The movie grossed over 200 million at the box office, then went on
to become the #20 Top Selling DVD of ALL TIME at 6.6 MILLION
UNITS. But I had to split the 12 CENTS that actors got for each of
those 6.6 MILLION UNITS with 90 other speaking roles!

Net pay for me for one day: $538.00
Residuals: $458.00 - And that's for EVERYTHING - DVD, Cable, Pay TV.

Films of this size are skipping cable and syndication and cutting right to
cheap, mass-produced DVD's which offer PURE PROFIT.

Now I will use Catch Me If You Can as my other example:

2 days at $800 (my quote at the time - you'll see why fighting for your quote
is worth the risk of losing the job.) [Note: this is also a good example of
why the proposed 3% increase in minimums is meaningless.]

My residuals for Catch Me If You Can: $5,200. Almost 3 times my initial
salary. Same 200 Million at the box office - BUT - not anywhere near the
DVD sales of Seabiscuit. BUT - A LOT of HBO, Cable and Pay-Per-View.

The DVD issue is worth sending these guys back to the table. Any penny
above what we have now is worth MILLIONS in the long run. The STARS have to come out on this since they have even more to lose than we do. They came out late in the Commercial Strike - I say - bring them out now.

I will send your email to all my friends with that thought in mind that
ANYTHING we get above NOTHING now is worth the good fight. WE MUST NOT be
fed this b.s. from up top. They misjudged us when they tried to sell us on the merger and on the dues raise. I think they're doing that here, too.

Yours in Brotherhood,

[Name deleted at writer's request.]

Please vote NO.

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Audition: "Ocean's Thirteen" @ Debra Zane Casting. Yes! This audition goes really well. The material is not being released so we were asked to arrive early and look over sides. Debra & Tannis always do their best to make us actors comfortable. I think, in total, I was auditioning for about 6 parts and hopefully I will get one. That would be a nice call to get while I’m out of town.

Oh no! I mean, Oh yeah! I mean.....My cell phone is ringing and it’s the familiar ringtone of my theatrical agent. I wonder what it's for. I'm leaving town soon and would love to make a clean get away without too many complications. I have to be careful about that way of thinking because last year at this time I booked an "IBM" spot at the very last minute before leaving for a month. It ran really well and I made good money on it. I considered not even auditioning for it, briefly; really briefly.

YES!! It's Caleigh with the appointment I wanted before leaving town.

This morning my friend, Denice, called with free tickets to a one woman show this evening at The Kirk Douglas Theatre. Well, by the time I got back to her it was too late to get on the list. BUT one of the other people who confirmed wasn't able to make it. The kicker was that I had to pick-up the ticket in the name of the person who wasn't there.

So I meet Denice in front of the theatre and she gives me the name of the person. This is where it got a little tricky. The name of the other person was a very Latin sounded surname. Well, I don't look very Latin. So...let the games begin.

EXT - CULVER CITY - EARLY EVENING

Stephon Fuller, 30's, African American, slight in stature is gathering his thoughts. He takes 10 seconds to prep, trying to get a name that isn't his to roll off of his tongue. After a beat he approaches the window.

Stephon: (The name has been changed slightly.) Hi, Ortega; Mike Ortega. I should have a ticket for pick-up.

Clerk: As he begins to look on the shelf. Ortega.

Stephon: Yeah, Mike Ortega.

Clerk: He looks at me kinda funny ....hmm, do you have ID on you?

Stephon: Ah no, I left it in the car.

Clerk: He starts looking again. How do you spell it?

Stephon: I'm starting to sweat bullets at this point. I wasn't sure how to spell it(again, the actual name has been changed). Looking into the glass I could see Denice's reflection behind me, but of course I couldn't ask her how to spell "my" last name. O-R; it could be under "Mike".

Clerk: Oh, there it is.

Stephon: Cool. Yeah, that happens all the time. (cough, cough) It could have been me though, my voice is kinda hoarse. Thanks.

Clerk: Enjoy the show.

I quickly made my way over to Denice and we slipped inside. We laughed and she said.

Denice: You deserve an Oscar for that performance.

Stephon: OMG! I thought I was so busted!

Denice: He didn't even ask me for ID.

Stephon: Well, things are different for women like you. I don't get the perks that you get. We are in Hollywood afterall.

Speaking of Denice, outside of being an outstanding actress she is also a professional organizer. So if you have a mess that you can't seem to straighten out she might be able to help. It's called Goddess Organizing with Denice Sealy if you get a chance check her out.

Oh yeah, the show was great and the space was beautiful. Makes me want to get back on stage.

...hmm...what to do...what to do? Here is my dilemma. I know Debra Zane is casting "Ocean's Thirteen" and of course, I'd like to audition. I have great reason to believe Debra & Tannis will call me in if I'm right for anything, but I'm a hustler at heart, so hustle I must.

Part of my dilemma is that I'm leaving town soon and would hate to possibly miss the call......if they call me at all. So maybe I'm sorta nudging things a bit…at least in my mind. Debra cast me in "The Terminal" and "Ocean's Twelve", but my scene in "O12" was cut before I got a chance to shoot it; so I'm back with a vengeance. Maybe Mr. Soderbergh will give me another shot.

....what to do...what to do...

Well, this wouldn't hurt. My newest agent, Caleigh, isn't aware of my relationship with Debra & Tannis. This would be a perfect time to fill her in.

I didn’t call to ask her to "put in a call". Matter of fact I didn't want her to; I really just wanted to bring her up to speed and complete the equation of what my connection was with this particular casting office.

The conversation with Caleigh went great as I filled her in with the details. I mean it's not a big deal, but it's more significant than the relationship I have with most casting offices in town. She agreed to not call on my behalf, but we’d give it time and then figure out what the next step would be.

tick tick tick tick - time keeps on slipping, slipping, slipping into the future.

After talking to her and hearing her enthusiasm for making it happen I didn't want her to "not" call the casting office if she thought that was the best way to go about it; she is the agent afterall. I also didn't want her to call to "pitch me" per se because, I don't know, it would be just weird because I know them so well. At that point I said "there you have it; do whatever you think will work". She said "okay, I'll call and let you know what comes of it, if anything. I said, "Cool, sounds great."

A couple of hours later she e-mailed me back with an update; which was great, funny news. Not an appointment, but great, funny news nonetheless. So there isn't much more I can do at this point, we'll see what happens...or not.

Shooting: “Monk” on location in the Hancock Park section of Los Angeles. Today is my second and final day on the show. Again I arrive at basecamp and the usual “hurry and wait” thing was nowhere to be found. I barely had time to get into wardrobe and make-up before the van was ready to take us to set. No complaints; I’m just used to sitting around passing lots of time on set. So anyway, my scene partner, Craig Patton, and I were surprised with all the coverage they were doing on us. I’m sure it’ll be a flash when it airs, or “if” it even makes the final cut, but one can hope. The house we were shooting in was amazing; not really, really huge but beautiful…and with a nice sized yard. Between shots Craig and I got a chance to chat with the director, Mike Listo, who has been working non-stop for months straight producing and directing television. Mike is also a producer/director on “Boston Legal”. Matter-of-fact he noticed on Craig’s resume at the audition that he had worked on “Boston Legal”. So I guess it’s true that they do read resumes; at least in some cases. After 4 or 5 hours we were wrapped and done for the night. This was another great work experience and I am thrilled that I finally booked “Monk” on my 6th attempt. I guess that means NEXT! Me and my scene partner Craig Patton working on set on "Monk"

Shooting: “Monk” on location in the Hancock Park area of LA. Today was my first of two days on the show. Can I say that I really enjoy working? I mean really, it’s a lot of fun and I look forward too much more of it in the future…and it pays the bills.

Arriving at basecamp was typical: Sign-in, taken to trailer, packet of paper work/contract, wardrobe/make-up. Then hurry up and wait. During the wait my scene partner Craig Patton came over and we ran dialogue and just kicked for a bit. A short 30 minutes later a van came to take us to the actual set which was a mutli-million dollar home in a nearby neighborhood. I wanna live in this neighborhood one day; it’s beautiful.

My character is a man that works for the local gas company. Part of my prop was a tool belt that I swear weighed as much as I did! That thing was heavy around my waist for take after take, but I gave me an authentic feel of the character.

Ironically enough one of the first people I saw was Jennifer Dunn; I’ve worked with her on several TV and commercial projects in the past. It’s always great to see familiar faces. While I was being wired for sound I saw someone walking in my direction; actually coming straight at me. I knew it was series star Tony Shalhoub, but I couldn’t figure out why he would be heading towards me. Maybe he was heading past me to the DP. Nope; he came straight to me with an outstretched hand of thanks. Yeah, he thanked me for doing the show. I guess he saw me on the tape from the producers session; he is a producer on the show afterall. Tony seems to be a very nice man.

After a couple of false starts I was up for rehearsal for the wide shot. One walk-thru and two takes and we heard “Check the gate!” Next up was the medium shot which was also done in a couple of takes. After another camera move we did 2-3 more shots and were done for the night.

Fitting: “Monk” @ Ren-Mar Studios. Of course the first person I saw at the gate was the female security guard who told me that I wasn’t allowed on the lot last week. I didn’t know if she was going to give me “da finga”, kiss with me with apologies or act as though nothing happened. I was hoping for a kiss, but it wasn’t to be; she did touch me on the shoulder though. That was pretty cool; I felt the electricity. Not really. She was very apologetic and said she was “having a bad day” and was very sorry for what happened. I said, “No problem”, it happens. I’ve definitely had my share of bad days.

It’s been a while since I’ve had a fitting it seems. I realized that when I was trying to figure where bungalow “I” was for wardrobe. I saw a group of background players on one of the stages and it reminded me of working on “Good Morning, Miami” so long ago. I used to hang with the background players more than I would be in my trailer. They were much more interesting than being alone in a room and I still occasionally see some of them.

The fitting goes by quickly; I was in and out in less than 15 minutes. On the way out I stopped by casting director Corbin Bronson’s office and thanked him for bringing me in for producers. Oh yeah, I had very mushy “good-bye” for the security lady. I think we’re in love again.

Ugh! The gym - I don't particularly enjoy working out. At least not usually, but I do it pretty regularly. How else am I going to keep my girlish LA figure?

So @ 10:26 this morning I'm sitting in my car trying to convince myself to actually go inside Bally's, get on the elliptical and sweat. Make no mistake, I am pretty athletic, it's just that I'd rather be on my skateboard, snowboard, mountain bike, motorcycle, bodyboard or skis. Nevertheless, I know working out is good for me, plus I need to be in shape to represent on the MX bikes against my little brother's this Summer.

So, just as I gather the courage to head into gym my cell phone rings. It's the special ringer of Schiowitz, Connor, Ankrum & Wolf (SCAW), my theatrical agency. The ring tone is kinda sinister and dark which symbolizes drama, lol!. There is even a green four-leaf clover that comes up on the screen. Why the clover? Erin Connor is the agent I've been with the longest there and "Connor" is an Irish surname; at least I think it is.

For KSA I have a happy ringer that symbolizes commercials and a rose that appears on the screen. The rose is for the greatness of KSA and also Rose Marsten who is so wonderful in the print department.

Anyway, so I retrieve the voicemail message and it's Erin at SCAW. Usually, if it's an audition she'll leave the info and I'll call back to confirm or pass, but this time she just said to call when I get this message. That is usually good news.

Of course, while dialing, my mind went straight to thinking I got an offer for "Evan Almighty" and I'm going to Virginia to shoot. So after hearing all the Sprint menus Erin's voice finally comes on says "Stephon I have an offer for..............."Monk". What? After all that drama I went through just getting on the lot for the audition? Wow, I guess I earned it.

Although, I felt the "Monk" audition went very, very well I had kinda forgotten about it because I had "Evan Almighty" on my mind. Why? Well, it's another acting role, a studio film, it will get released, it shoots in Virginia, and there are two people from Actorsite already booked on it among other things.

Shelley Dowdy is already on location in Virginia working and Bruno Amato is leaving Saturday morning. I know Bruno’s dates got pushed so I figured there was still a chance for me! It's always cool to work with people you know. I worked with Lydia Blanco on "The Terminal", Paul McKinney on "Yes, Dear", Joan Blair & Barbara Kerr Condon on the soon to be finished "Boppin' at the Glue Factory". Actually, Shelly and I worked together a couple of months ago on a project too.

Erin was calling to inform me that they wanted to book me on the show, but she wanted to double check my quote before she started negotiated. I told her what my quote was for “The O.C.” and that gave her a place to start from.

She called back later with the official booking and to let me know they were not willing to pay more than my day rate, but were willing to meet it. So I got my day rate, which is a little over-scale for two days of work. These days just getting your quote is an accomplishment. Their reasoning was that they don’t have the budget of “The OC” and they are on cable. Ok, we tried.

Just before hanging up Erin confirmed that I was available, and I love this part, at the very end Erin asked, “Are you interested in doing it?” I love that she doesn’t just assume that I want to even do it. I look forward to the day when she really has something to fight for on my behalf.

Thank you CFB Casting; Anya Colloff, Amy McIntyre-Britt and Corbin Bronson. This is the second time Corbin has called me directly for Monk; the last time I was on vacation. Its the 6th time Ive audition for the show. My last theatrical booking was a call directly from the casting director too. I'm really excited to get to work on the show. I booked "Weeds" through CFB Casting exactly one year and two weeks ago.

This part is pretty cool too. I rarely pay my SAG dues before I go on Summer vacation unless I book a job after June 1st. SAG won't usually give you a hard time about dues until June. I figure why pay them almost $500 hundred bucks and then go on vacation for a month? I can be earning a least a little interest on it myself. This job starts May 31st so I should be in the clear.

Maybe I would feel different if my 3 payment claims on 3 different projects were settled. Especially "Hell's Kitchen" starring Mekhi Phifer, Rosanna Arquette William Forsythe and Angelina Jolie. I watched that film play on PPV and HBO forever and never received a dime in residual. Nothing at all. SAG will get their money when I get back in town, unless of course I book again before I leave, which I am trying to do.

Audition: “Capital One” @ Joe Blake Casting. This goes really well.

Audition/Producers: “Monk” @ CFB Casting. I had an interesting experience when I showed up at the Ren-Mar Studios security gate. I’ve read for “Monk” probably 5 times over the years and hopefully, one day I will book a role on the show. Things were looking good, I found a parking space right across the street; I was feeling confident.

As I walked to the security office to check-in I saw the woman who is usually there when I do drop-offs. She is always very nice and pleasant and I am the same to her; I was last there about 2 weeks ago dropping–off for “Monk” or maybe it was a pilot. This is how it went.

EXT – REN – MAR STUDIOS – AFTERNOON.

Several people are waiting outside a trailer with a sign on it that says “Extras changing”. A few feet back is a small security office with an actor checking in. Exiting the studio is a blonde “actress” type with healthy…umm…assets. She was confused about something and talking to whomever would listen as she walked by; obviously I was listening. STEPHON, African-American, late 20’s early 30’s, actor, patiently waits his turn to check-in. As the actor in front of him finishes.

Stephon: Hi, I’m Stephon Fuller-

Security: (As she looks at a memo on the wall in front of her that I couldn’t read from where I was standing.) You aren’t allowed on the lot.

Stephon: Excuse me?

Security: You aren’t allowed on the lot.

Stephon: You’re kidding right?

Security: No, I’m sorry.

Stephon: Is there any particular reason I’m not allowed on the lot.

Security: They don’t have to give a reason.

Stephon: So you’re telling me I can’t get on the lot even if I have an appointment?

Security: Who do you have an appointment with?

Stephon: Corbin Bronson for “Monk”.

Security: Let me try to call. (She dials)

Stephon: You’re telling me I’m banned from the lot and you have no idea why? Am I on a list or something?

Security: Sometimes they put people on a list and then they change their mind and let them back on.

Stephon: Am I not on the list of actors who have an appointment for “Monk” today?

Security: Wait a minute.

Stephon is starting to get noticeably agitated. RE: Pissed.

Stephon: I have an audition that I am now late for and you won’t let me on the lot AND you don’t have a reason.

Security: Don’t get upset sir.

Stephon: I have an appointment and I don’t really need this right before my audition. “Why” are you saying this? Am I on a watch list or something? What does it say about me? What are you looking at on the wall? Can I look to a look at it?

Security: Sure.

Stephon: I didn’t want to just stick my head in your office and really start trouble.

Security: No problem.

Stephon peers into the office to look at the “memo” that she has been looking at. It’s two Xerox copies of the same white guy and it says something like “Banned from Ren-mar” in red ink.

Stephon: That’s not me; that’s a white guy.

Security: I know that’s not you; I can tell he’s white.

Stephon: But you looked straight at that memo when you first told me I wasn’t allowed on the lot. Why did you look at a white guy and then tell me I’m banned? How did that happen?

Security: I’m just doing my job.

Stephon: I understand that, but I’m trying to figure out why you just randomly said I’ve been banned from the lot.

Security: What is your name?

Stephon: Stephon Fuller, my agency is Schiowitz, Connor, Ankrum & Wolf. Are you telling me that my name is not on that list right in front of you? My appointment was @ 4:30.

The security guard takes a look.

Security: Yes, there it is.

Stephon: So it was there the whole time?

Security: I am very sorry; I got confused.

Stephon: No problem.

Security: Do you know where building F is?

Stephon: Yeah, around the corner to the right.

Security: I am so sorry……..


Can you believe that? In the beginning I was wondering what the heck I could have done to piss someone off. Yeah, I have dropped off there many times in the past, but I am never pushy or disrespectful. CFB Casting has called me in numerous times in the past and I booked through them a year ago. I didn’t think Corbin would call me on my cell phone with a producer session and then ban me from the lot the next day. Stranger things have happened I guess.

When I finally sign-in and get settled I see fellow actor Denver Dowridge at the audition as well. Denver and I are very similar types and are often mistaken for each other. We hadn’t seen each other for a while, although I see him on TV quite a bit. I assume we were reading for the same role. I wonder if he booked any of the many commercials I’ve been on avail for lately, lol!. Anyway, cool brother.

The audition went really, really well. There was about 8 people in the room and I did what I wanted to do. I was very happy when I left and can’t ask for much more than that. One of the days I am going to book this show – maybe today!Oh yeah, I made sure I waved good-bye and said thank you to the wonderful security guard on the way out. That was just weird; we had had such great encounters before.

I’m really tired; really, really tired, but the show must go on. At least until I leave town. I went a MX race over the weekend and I am paying the price for spending all that time out in the rain and driving. My much needed, annual break from Hollywood is approaching; I can smell it.

Print go-see: “Traveler’s Insurance” @ Yvonne Armstrong Casting. This went well.

After my go-see I went to the dentist because I don’t think the surgery in my mouth is healing correctly. So I reluctantly get in the chair and she takes a look. Sure enough I have a rather large blood clot forming. SH*T! She informs me that she has to drain it; which means that ******* needle is going into the roof of my mouth again.

THE NEEDLE:

I can’t stand this beeyotch! I call her “Nadine”; “Nadine the needle”. She is a necessary evil, but I give her “da finga” every chance I get. She is one mean mutha. I really need to work on my relationship with Nadine, because in reality she makes my life a lot easier by taking away some of the real pain. Just thinking about her makes my eyes water. Part of the problem is that I am such the thinker and I know that when the dentist is talking to me right before Nadine settles into my gums she, the dentist, is really just trying to take my mind off of what is really happening. I need to not out think the system and just relax. I’ve come up with a way to take my mind off of what is happening. I count on my fingers and toes; counter-counter clock-wise and then clock-wise. Usually it takes a bit of concentration and I can get through the pain.

Here we go. I see “Nadine the Needle” and look her dead in her eyes. She throws an especially sinister look back at me. I say “WHAT WHAT! DO SOMETHING TRICK!” She just laughed and said “Ima bust yo ass punk”. I say, “Whatever, here’s an Altoid”. I think that last comment was a mistake because Nadine laid into me with all of her fury. Counting on my fingers and toes was the last thing on my mind; it was all about survival. First, both of my hands balled up into fists and my toes curled up like I was having......well......my toes curled up. Then my eyes started watering. My body was so tense it wasn’t funny. Nadine came out of my mouth and said “NOW WHAT?! SAY SOMETHING!” I couldn’t even speak; I had lock-jaw. After a moment my body started to relax.

So they drain the blood clot and stitched me up AGAIN and send me on my way with another prescription of Motrin aka “Mo”. I leave with a huge piece of gauze that I had to leave in my mouth for 30 minutes. Ugh, this sucks. From there I had an appointment with the podiatrist to pick-up my inserts for my flat feet. The funny part was that I had to sit in the car and wait before going in because I couldn’t talk. Why? Because I had a FREAKIN TAMPON in my mouth. Oops; I mean a huge piece of gauze. The trip to the podiatrist was much more pleasant. I got my custom inserts and, get this, they even have my name engraved in them. I wonder if SAG is paying extra for that. All I know that they didn’t ask me for any money and my parking meter was again broken so it didn’t cost me anything. I was in and out in 7 minutes.

A couple of hours later Casting Director Corbin Bronson from CFB Casting called me on my cell phone to bring me in for a producer session tomorrow for “Monk”. Cool. I did a general drop for the show about 2-3 weeks ago at the studio. Yup, drops-off do work.

Ooops. One of my theatrical agents, Erin, left a message with an appointment for the new Showtime Episodic "Dexter" @ UDK Casting. She made it clear that she didn't submit me for the role and would rather that I didn't go in on it.

The appointment was scheduled for this Sunday. Sunday? Yeah, Sunday. I don't like passing on auditions, but sometimes it's the right thing to do. It's small co-star role. The thing that Erin doesn’t know is that I did a general drop for this show two days ago. I’m really glad they called, but not for this role, even though I really want to get in this office more often.

Hmm…what to do? What am I gonna tell Erin? I have the last word on whether I go in or not and I have gone in on things in the past when they wished other-wise. I have obligations to meet and they are very respectful of that. It’s great to have a people like that on my side. They protect me from myself. I really want to book something before I go on vacation and turning down auditions is not the way to do it.

Ha! I’m going out of town this weekend. That’s right! Cool; it’s settled. I called Erin back and she was glad I was to be out of town so I wouldn’t be officially passing on the project, but still not going in. I’m sure UDK wasn’t shocked that some people are gone for the weekend. I guess these things called “drop-offs” do work. Now, if I can get them to call me in for something else soon.

This afternoon I attended a therapy session. Yup, I stopped by my commercial agents’ office to ask them about my avail/release situation. I wanted to tap into their wisdom of being top agents at one the top commercial agencies in the country. I know they’ve seen it all or at least most of it.

They assured me that there is no “situation” at all and that every working commercial actor goes through these times of not booking as much as in the past. It was a pretty funny site to see, Alicia was on my right at her desk and Brooke on my left at hers. I was sitting in between them on the couch. I totally felt like I was in therapy, not that I know what that is like…at least not yet. Alicia asked me about the types I’m seeing at the callbacks; younger, older, character? Brooke assured me that “I’ve booked a lot” through them and it’s nothing to be concerned about. I’m getting callbacks and avails; the rest is out of my control. That was great to hear from such an agency.

Fortunately, I am not someone who is completely driven up the wall about the avails and releases. I am not at my wits end; I have a great understanding of how the process works and am sure my ride will come back around with greater frequency. I just needed to get the POV of them who are seeing the bigger picture on a regular basis. So, I guess the bottom line is that I’m doing much, much more right than I am doing wrong. I also think my classes with Carolyne Barry and her associate Amy Van Horne helped a lot.

It doesn't always happen like this because they are usually quite busy, but it's great to be able walk into my agents' office, unannounced, and get a 15-minute sit-down meeting. Reason #112,033 why I'm really happy being repped by Kazarian-Spencer & Associates, thanks Alicia & Brooke!

More shocking news for me this morning, I was released from my avail for “KFC” at Ross Lacy Casting. I don’t even know what to say about not getting past the avail point for almost a year. At least I’ll get paid for the second callback, but still.

By contrast, something I’m really happy about is that Ross Lacy calls me in more than anybody else in this entire city and for a good while I rarely got ANY callbacks for him. In 2004 I auditioned 16 times for Ross with only one callback and that was the last one of the year. In 2005 I also went in 16 times with 2 callbacks. So far in ’06 I’ve auditioned for him 10 times and have had a total of 5 callbacks or 2nd callbacks/avails. So the fact that I’m getting callbacks, second callbacks and avails for one of the most important commercial offices in town is a good thing. So that is progress and I have to remember that! I booked the first time I auditioned for him back in 2000 and wanna get back there.

Audition: “Mastercard” @ Ross Lacy Casting. This went really well.

Audition: “Drake & Josh” @ Krisha Bullock Casting. Ah, this didn’t go so well. I had a lot of baggage about this one. The biggest thing is that it’s an AFTRA show and I don’t usually pursue AFTRA shows. I know it sounds really stupid and I’m trying to get over it, but to be honest my feeling runs SO deep about us having two different guilds covering TV work that it gets in the way of having fun. Plus, I’m an AFTRA must join from a job I did in ’93 and I don’t wanna pay them to join. I don’t really care to be a member of AFTRA. Then I would be paying more dues to another guild and for what? Normally, I don’t even drop-off to AFTRA shows. It’s a complicated guild issue.

The good thing is that as bad as I was there were bright spots during the audition and I got to meet Krisha for the first time.

Tonight I was an observer at a SAG Hollywood Board meeting. From what I understand this is only the second meeting in the history of SAG that has been open to members; therefore I was one of the first 30 members to witness the process. It was pretty fascinating to watch even though I had no idea what was going on for the most part. It was kinda like coming into a discussion that had been going on for weeks or even months and years. There where other things that I understood perfectly, and frankly irritated me. I was aware of this prior to hearing it tonight and for the life of me still cannot understand it. Why does SAG spend $250,000 a month to lease the building it is in? From what I’ve read we/SAG are in a 10-year, 29 million dollar lease. Yes $29,000,000 and after 10 years we’ll have nothing. I thought me paying rent on my apartment was stupid for all of these years, but SAG’s situation is STUPID! Are you freaking kidding me? What doesn’t SAG have its own building? Actually, the deal was done under the previous administration and I am not shocked by it at all.

I truly appreciate the time the board members donate to help actors get a fair deal. They don’t get paid for the tremendous amount of work they do. There were some recognizable faces there too: Morgan Fairchild, I have to say she looks pretty good for 56!, JoBeth Williams and Elliott Gould, I spoke to Elliott briefly, I told him I was cast in a scene with him and Don Cheadle in “Ocean’s Twelve”, but it was cut before shooting. He said he heard that he himself going to be in “Ocean’s Thirteen”. Maybe Mr. Soderbergh will hire me again.

I miss my mom, I really, really miss her. I wish I had the luxury of picking up the phone and calling her today; or any other day for that matter. My mom was a funny lady; hilarious. She could roll with the best of them and she did a lot of nice things for a lot of people. I did talk to or left messages for some other moms though.

One woman I spoke to used to work for our family business back in Virginia years ago. Her name is Christine. I hadn't spoken to her in at least 15 years. Needless to say she was very suprised to hear from me. Christine is, I would guess, in her 80's and unfortunately her health is failing. I'm glad I had a chance to talk to her. She thought it was a really big deal that I called long distance from Los Angeles. I told her that a lot had changed over the years and "long distance" isn't wasn't it used to be.

I also babysat my Goddaughter Hazel while her mother and grandmother spent some time together. We had a great time at the park and went to the mall for pizza! She's almost 2 and ate about as much pizza as I did. No wonder I'm so thin!

Gotta love the same day auditions; especially when nothing else is going on. Well, I assume I’m still on avail for “KFC”, but no appointments for today. That is until Erin, one of my theatrical agents called with one for this evening. Yup, 6:55 this evening. Cool, I’ll take that!

Get this, I go to the post office this afternoon and who gets in line behind me? The star of Fox hit “Prison Break” Wentworth Miller. He was being kinda low-key hiding behind aviator sunglasses and I could tell by his posture he was trying to be anonymous. I wanted to say something to him, but not reveal him to the other customers. To be honest, I don’t know if anyone else knew who he was. On the down-low I say, “Congratulations on the show”. He replies, “Thanks”. I asked him about the new season pick up and he seemed surprised I knew about it. I also asked him if they were still going to be shooting in Chicago and say “no” the show will be shooting in Texas next season. Huh, Texas? He seemed like a nice, regular guy. I say “good luck”, he said “thanks” and I made my way to the window to handle my business. Not two minutes after that I am walking back to my apartment and who walks right past me on the sidewalk? Actor-comedian Bill Bellamy. Yeah, right in my neighborhood. I guess this means I moved to the right city to further my career.

Audition: “Evan Almighty” @ Aquila/Wood Casting. The role is that of a reporter; actually one of 3 reporters AND it shoots in Virginia. Yeah, so I can’t help but to plan out my whole trip if I am fortunate enough to book a role. I felt great about my preparation and was quite confident going to the appointment. The audition was in the same building that my theatrical agency is in; one floor below. So I arrive at the casting office and sign in and there are about 10-12 actors ahead of me. I hang out for a bit rehearsing and then figure I’d go outside so I could rehearse at full volume instead of whispering in the halls of the building.

One of my dilemmas was using a prop or not. My character was a reporter interviewing and thought it made sense that he would have a microphone. Ya know; you always hear “NO PROPS!” and “NO MIMING!” I didn’t have a microphone anyway, but I did have one of those little umbrellas that’s about the size of microphone, when closed, in the trunk of my car. I went back and forth for a bit about it and decided to own it and use it. Who cares what they think, it’s my audition! Right? Truthfully, I did care, but not enough to not use it. I thought about the hundreds of actors that I’ve auditioned with when working as a reader and what the most effective thing they had in their favor. More often than not it was their ownership of their performance. I’m gonna own this performance dammit!

So I’m back downstairs on the street, umbrella in hand, rehearsing at full volume. People in cars are driving by looking at me, talking to myself, in a suit, with an unbrella in my hand. Yeah, I was getting some funny looks, but you know what? It was a great feeling. Why? Because, I had to NOT be afraid of making a fool of myself. The location was Hollywood & Vine which is undergoing a lot of construction and the area is a little haphazard at best. I was rehearsing in the doorway of an empty storefront; an area where a homeless person might take a dump or vomit. It wasn’t too bad in there, a little cleaner than I expected.

So I’m reading the material, people are looking at me and I decide to move a little closer to the sidewalk to really expose myself and what I was doing. What happened next was kinda surreal. Who walks by? Not 1 of my theatrical agents, not 2 of my theatrical agents but all 3 OF MY THEATRICAL AGENTS!!! LOL! Yeah, Erin, David and Caleigh were leaving the building after work. So I had a little explaining to do, especially the umbrella in my hand that I was talking into. It was pretty funny. They were quite supportive and glad to see me working on my stuff. They also liked how I looked in a suit. I love my agents.

Back upstairs and all systems are go! I enter the room and Tricia says the umbrella/microphone is a good idea. The scenes went great. She gave me a little direction and we did some of them a second time. At the end they requested a 30 second improv. My “microphone” turned into umbrella again and it worked well for the scenario I came up with. I felt great about the outcome, so we’ll see what happens….or not. I have plans to be out of town next weekend, but given a choice I’d rather be on a plane to Virginia.

2nd Callback/Avail “KFC” @ Ross Lacy Casting. This 2nd callback went really, really well. I went in with a great group of guys, I took direction and had a lot of confidence, but for some reason I was kinda down when I left. I'm not sure what it was, but I felt the very familiar "you've been released" lurking closely around the corner. It's rare for me to feel that way. I mean I don't necessarily expect to book from an avail, but I don't take it personal and get too wrapped up in it either.

I guess it doesn't really matter since I left good stuff in the room. They don't have to know I was severely depressed on my way back to my car. THEY don't have to know I was calling my therapist for an emergency session to JUST GET THROUGH IT! THEY don't have to know I was looking at my wrist with a Swiss-Army knife in the other hand ready to CUT MY EFFING WRIST! THEY don't have to know it I went straight home, got into bed, curled up in a FETAL-POSITION with my thumb in my mouth! THEY don't have to know I looked at some of my extra Vicodin and was ready to END IT ALL DAMMIT!!

They don't have to know any of that. Why? Because it didn't happen and Vicodin is for pain. I think Prozac is the one I'm thinking of. Maybe for my next dental procedure I can talk the doc into some of that Prozac shit. Let me tell you, the ONLY reason none of that stuff happened is because I had to go home, change and rush to another audition. Without the annoyance of ANOTHER FREAKIN COMMERCIAL AUDITION you can bet I would have been home, naked, in a fetal-position, bleeding from the wrist, popping Vicodin every 10 minutes - convincing myself it was Prozac.

Audition: “Red Stripe Beer” @ Francene Selkirk Casting. This one went great. It was funny because they were waiting and waiting for an Asian guy to go in with this Asian woman who was there before me. Also, there wasn't a Black woman for me to go in with. So we both just had to wait, which wasn't a problem for me, but why? I'm thinking, are you kidding me it's freakin 2006?

Look, I don't know if the Asian woman was Japanese or not, but I do know that I've been to Tokyo and trust me, "it's all good" there is no problem with a Black man and an Asian woman having a little something in common - at least for a commercial audition. Sometimes the ad agency wants to see things a certain way I guess.

I had a busy day today. Mostly mental, just because I've got so much on my mind I sometimes feel like I'm going to explode. It’s all good stuff, but stuff nonetheless.

This marks the 11 year anniversary of my moving from Virginia Beach to New York. WHAT!? 11 years? Yeah, 11 years. Wow. Even I can hardly believe it. I gotta tell you I've had a good ride, a really good ride. I was talking to my friend SonHui just last night. She is embarking on a career transition and used me as a sounding board for some ideas she has about making it happen. I don’t feel like I have much to offer in the way of answers, but something she said kinda resonated with me. She commented that “you did it, you up and moved to New York to follow your dreams. Look at all the things you’ve done in the last 11 years.” “Huh”, I thought. I guess I have gotten a thing or two done in my time at the wheel. I mean I don’t usually see myself as someone who just up and does whatever it takes to make changes. I have a master’s degree in “procrastination” trust me, but I guess it’s all relative to what you’re comparing it to.

It was also an interesting day for another reason. My friend, Jonathan Julian, left this afternoon for Vancouver to work on "Noah's Arc"; a show that he is a series regular on. As I've mentioned before, he landed this role from a self-submission on NowCasting. Anyway Jon and I have been friends for a long time. He introduced me to my first acting teacher, Sylvia Harman, in Virginia Beach back in 1993.

When I think back to whom I studied with back then, so many years ago, and what some of them are doing in the business it bring a smile to my face. As mentioned Jonathan is in Vancouver, Michelle Krusiec is always working on something, Joanna Canton is anticipating pick-up on a new ABC pilot and William Gregory Lee is currently in Hawaii working on a series as well. I feel like I’m in pretty good company, but I better get my a** in gear to keep up!

Bright and early this morning I had my stitches removed from my mouth. It seems that my recovery is moving along well. While there I saw the gentleman who gave me a ride home last week after the surgery. It was then that it dawned on me that I had no recollection of getting into his SUV. I was on four different medications plus whatever I was given through the needle in my mouth. I totally underestimated what I was in for. For the life of me I couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t do everything I was used to doing. Hello, I had been through a surgical procedure, duh. It worked out great though, I only missed one theatrical audition during the week and I was okay with that.

OMG! While they were removing the stitches I got pinched a couple of times. I was squirming in the chair like crazy trying to be a big boy about it. I’m really glad those stitches are gone, because some of them were coming out on their own and I would swallow them or worse “almost swallow them”. Yeah, if you saw a young African-American male running in the street looking for a bottle of water while making sounds like a cat with a hairball in its throat it was probably me. Good riddance to those stitches; it’s not natural to have thread in your mouth anyway.

I gotta tell you this dental stuff is crazy expensive and while there I had to purchase this special rinse to aid in the healing for $25. WHAT? The good thing was that when I parked to go to the appointment the parking meter was broken so I didn’t have to pay. Yeah! So I saved like a $1 right there. Every little bit counts. The even better thing was that when I was leaving the office I found $20 on the ground. There was nobody around, just cars waiting for the light. Yup, you got it; it went straight in my pocket. I knew when I woke up this morning it was going to be a good day. Free money before noon is always a good start.

From there I ran and did a quick drop-off. The drops will start to slow down since I am planning my month long break from Los Angeles soon. I’m really looking forward to that; I’d love to leave with a booking or two.

Callback/Avail "KFC" @ Ross Lacy Casting. Another one in the books; it went really well. I did all I could, so we’ll see. This is especially great because I didn’t originally have an appointment for it.

CUT TO: one hour later – 3:50pm.

My agent calls to inform me that I have another callback tomorrow for this same “KFC” spot and I'm still on avail. Well that’s good right? Of course yeah I’m still in the game! I don’t get paid to audition very often, but I’ll get another $133.75 for this 3rd audition. Oh yeah and I’ll get to eat some sort of hot wings or whatever it was we were pitching in the spot. Lunch is good, and I like chicken…it is chicken right? Of course it’s chicken! It’s right in the name “Kentucky Fried CHICKEN” – KFC.

It seems these days I attend as many financial/real estate seminars as acting related events. This one tonight was at the Marriot/LAX and it was about real estate investing and the importance of credit scores. I gotta tell you the financial world is just as interesting as Hollywood to me; incredibly creative.

Yes!! Remember that "KFC" spot I wiggled my way into a couple of days ago? Well I got a callback and they put me on avail. No, it's not a booking, but I'm really excited to get to the next round. I think I'm really right for it and, who knows, maybe it'll go my way. It's amazing how many opportunities they are here in Los Angeles. It's not easy to get them, but they are here right under our noses. I am thankful for each and every one I get; and to think I considered letting this opportunity slide - for a moment.

Print go-see: “Wells Fargo” @ Connie Conway Casting. Who knows how this went, I was in and out in 3 minutes. It felt great to have my zed card and not a headshot. I'm gonna start booking print eventually, at least that's what I tell myself!

I had 3 commercial auditions yesterday. Well, actually I had two scheduled, but when I went to the first one I peeped what was going on in the next room. It was a “KFC” spot also being cast by Ross Lacy. While I waited to go in for my scheduled one, I scoped out the “KFC” to see exactly who was going in for it. I saw several African-American guys that were my type; some of them I’ve auditioned with before. Hmm, should I make a move? What should I do?

On the one hand Ross calls me quite often and there might have been a specific reason while wasn’t being seen for this one so I wanted to really think about my next move. Actually, this same scenario has happened before and I elected to let it ride for various reasons. So I figured I could do one of 4 things:

• Try to straight up crash the audition and weasel my way in. (not likely, although I did do a version of that one time and booked a national “Pizza Hut” spot.)
• Ask the session runner. (I didn’t want to do that; I recognized the guy and didn’t think it would work.)
• Call my agents, let them know what I saw and see if they could get me in.
• Be happy that I have 2 auditions and call it a day.

I thought about it for a minute and there is something to be said for being able to recognize an opportunity when it is in front of you. That is a sense I think I have and it has served me in the past. It’s exactly how I got the “Honda” gig I went to Japan for; it ended up being like $10,000 when it was all over. I can’t afford to possibly leave 10K on the table if I can do something about it. I could probably pick-up some new gym shoes with 10K…or better yet get closer to buying a condo.

I opted for choice #3 - call my agents. So I speak to Don, one of the assistants and tell him what I saw. He says he’ll talk to the agent and get back to me. Cool. The great thing about my relationship with my agents is that I have confidence that they will, at the very least, try to get me in.

It’s not that important to me if they actually do. Well of course I want to get seen, but they great thing is that they take me seriously. They could easily just say “Oh yeah we submitted you; maybe they’ll go another day.” I would bet that I was submitted, but for whatever reason was not given an appointment. Who knows what the reason might be, but the key is trying to change that. I am very selective about when I call them for these types situations; I don’t want them to think I call about anything and everything just for attention.

19 minutes later Don calls back with an appointment. Bingo! That made 3 auditions for yesterday – and they all went really well.

Yesterday evening I attended a celebration for one my commercial agents who got a huge promotion. I am so excited for her; it’s great to see people move forward in their chosen field. I’m always going on and on about how great it is to be represented by these wonderful people – I can’t help it. All of my agents and assistants were there and I even met some casting people. I almost felt like I was doing the “Hollywood Thing!!” I had a great time.

Afterwards I went to a surprise birthday party for my friend Tanika Brown. I hadn’t seen her for a good while and it really showed me how the internet makes me feel like I’m in touch with folks, but in reality I’m in touch in a virtual world kinda way. There’s nothing wrong with that, but it’s priceless to actually get out in the company of others and have human contact. I was only there for a little while, but Tanika, myself, Melissa Madison and others at the party had some great laughs and the internet can’t really compete with that. I’ve gotta do that more often.

Audition: “Hummer” @ Ross Lacy Casting. I think my new strategy at this office will be to try “not” to book; maybe that will help me. I booked the first time I auditioned there it’s been downhill from there, LOL! I’m just kidding, not downhill, but Ross calls me in A LOT and I would like to score some points for the home team.

Now that I think about it I should be getting that 3rd callback check for that “Sprint” spot I was on avail for a couple of weeks ago at Ross’ office. Every little bit helps.

Audition: “KFC” @ Ross Lacy Casting. This went quite well and I feel really right for it. Hopefully, I’ll get a callback.

Audition: “Budweiser” @ TLC/Loree Booth Casting. I have booked two “IBM” spots at this office. The really cool thing about this office is that the first call is sorta like a callback because a lot of times director, the legendary Joe Pytka, already knows who he wants to see. They don’t usually have callbacks at all. It’s audition, hopefully an avail then a booking…or not.

I made it a specific point to get in this office years ago. I was on a mission to find out who the top commercial directors were. The name Joe Pytka kept coming up. I remember being at a producer session in January 2001 at Universal and I was talking to an actor who had just done a “Pepsi” spot directed by Mr. Pytka. It was his first time working with Joe, but he was telling me about another actress who was in the spot as well. She had made over $100,000 total after doing several Pytka directed spots. This actress said that she didn’t even think Pytka knew her name, but he kept calling her for jobs. If you’ve ever worked with him you’d understand; he is an enigma. He is also basketball fanatic; all of his commercial sets have a basketball court set-up for him challenge the crew…cast.

Needless to say he quickly went to the top of my list because I always heard he uses actors over and over and over again. I really wanted to get on that list. I had to do some research because it’s hard to get to commercial directors, so I figured if I could find who cast his spots I could eventually get to Joe. I found out that it was TLC/Booth Casting that did almost all of his spots and keyed in on them for drops and postcards. Now this was before online casting was what it is today.

Of course, all of this time my wonderful agents @ KSA were doing all they could to get me in this office too, like every other office in town, but I was really concentrating on this one. By June of 2001 I had started auditioning there and on my 4th time in May 2002 I booked an “IBM” spot! Sure enough one of the other actors in the commercial was shooting his eighth spot and last year while working on “Love, Inc.” one of those actors has done so many Pytka spots he doesn’t even audition anymore.

I’ve had several avails there over the years and booked another “IBM” last year, but don’t feel like family yet. I kinda feel like extended family; maybe a second cousin or something. I’m still working on it though.

I’m feeling a bit better these days; although I’m still bleeding a little, but sometimes a lot from the roof of my mouth. The swelling is almost gone, but I can still tell. I’ve slept till noon two days in a row. That is very unlike me, but very nice at the same time.

As far as the triplets go; “Moxie” moved back to the East coast, she and I are done. “Mo”, we talk every now and then, but I think it’s a wrap between us too. I still have her number and she has mine, but it ain’t what it was. “Vicky”, geez, we broke up and got back together and now it’s kinda strained and to be honest it’s best that we move on our separate ways. Dag! I used to luv her too, but too much of anything is probably not good.

On another note; I just talked to my brother in Prague and I was able to hear my 6-month old niece, Nikita, laughing in the background which made me want to get on plane right then and there an go see her. It made my brother think of this link he found of a laughing set of quads. It definitely made me laugh at 2 am.

The saga continues…Yeah, the swelling has gone down, but I still bleed overnight while I sleep. The black-eye is getting cooler everyday, but since I wear glasses you can’t see it too well. Actually, I wish more people could see it so when they saw me in public they would “bac ‘da eff up!” Ya, know, they would think I got drunk the night before and kicked some ass or something. I’m dying to yell “WHAT THE EFF YOU LOOKIN’ AT?” Okay, not really.

Check this out. Through this whole situation I have talked and talked about it, but fortunately I have not been in pain. I haven’t gotten much sleep, but I’ve been largely pain-free. Well, last night I was preparing to take my 9pm dose of Vicodin and noticed that it was the last one. Hmmm, I thought. “Do I really need to take this?” I was like “Nah, I’m going to save it.”

I wanted to know what it would feel like to always have a Vicodin at my disposal, even if it was only one single pill. It would just make me smile to know that I had it. I mean I hear so much about Vicodin in the news. Isn’t that what got Courtney Love, Whitney and now Charlie Sheen in trouble? Does that sound weird? It may, but you have to understand I am a guy that has had a gift certificate for a full session massage from Burke Williams for over almost 5 years – gratuity included. Yup, my girlfriend at the time gave it to me as a birthday gift. I just like to know that I have it “if” I wanna use it. I take it out of the gift box and look at it every now and then. When the time is right I’ll use it. I’m letting it mature like a blue-chip stock.

The real reason is that this same girlfriend bought me another one for a full body message when we lived in New York. That time it was at The Peninsula Hotel on 55th & Fifth Ave. I was very careful to use it when I really felt the time was right. OMG!!! It was out of this world! The very next day I had the audition for the “Pepsi” commercial that I booked and went to Madrid, Spain for a week. WHAT!! Yeah, to this day I still believe that part of the reason I booked that commercial was because of her and that massage. Ironically, exactly nine years ago, right now, as I write this I was flying over the Atlantic on my return trip from Madrid to JFK after shooting the spot. She has great taste. Thank you again!

Anyway, back to the Vicodin. I decided not to take the last one and let me tell you that stuff really works ‘cause pretty soon my whole mouth was throbbing and I had a pretty bad headache. I guess I had stayed ahead of the pain by taking everything on the proper schedule and I screwed it up by trying to be smart. That serves me right for trying to beat the system.

I didn’t want to just catch up on that now late Vicodin because my Motrin dose was coming up so I waited until 3am to pop that last Vicodin. I should have “just said yes” before; but I was curious to see if these drugs really make a difference – they do. Since I was now out of Vicodin and had to see if I was going to be cool without it. Well as the day went on I got my answer. I called the dentist and said “hey Doc, I’m dying over here. You gotta write me another script”. I love the underworld slang; “script”. I feel like I’ve really arrived in Hollywood now. The headline could say: STEPHON FULLER – PRESCRIPTION DRUGS? Looks like me and Vicodin aka “Vicky” are dating again. I pick up the refill tomorrow.

Guess what? It's 6am and I'm reporting for my morning meeting with my mistress; this chick named "Motrin" (‘Mo’ for short). Now, Motrin and I haven't known each other long, not even a week. We have an understanding. It's all good, I open her up, look around, swallow and that’s that…until we meet again.

I ain’t trying to say that "Mo" is a bootie call or nuttin like that. I have the utmost respect for her power and position in my life, but I'm hollering at this hottie named "Vicodin" (‘Vicky’ for short) too. You see "Vicky" has a twin sister named "Amoxicillin"; I call her "Moxie" and “Moxie” is something else!

At yesterday's morning staff meeting I was "swole up fo real" and I had a cool ass black eye developing. But after a threesome with Moxie, Mo & Vicky I was feeling much better and the swelling went down considerably. By the end of the day I felt I was getting back to normal. Well, that’s what I thought.

Last night, actually early this morning around 3am I sent a text message to Vicky and she didn’t like my approach and we got into a huge….disagreement. I thought we had worked it out and agreed to disagree. Well I wake up at 6am and get this; I’m freakin’ bleeding from my mouth and swole up - AGAIN! She let me know who was running thangs. I looked like a dump truck or Mike Tyson after Buster Douglas whipped his butt. This has to turn around soon.

I hadn’t mentioned this before, but I have a lot of bruising on the inside of my top lip and the bruising is slowly traveling to the outside of my lip. So I’m getting a ruby-red color to my lips, like lip stick – nice. It’s like one step forward and two steps back.

Something else I don’t think I mentioned is that I have an appointment with a podiatrist this morning. Yeah, I was getting my yearly physical a couple of weeks ago and the doctor asked me….

Doc: Do you have flat feet?

Me: Ahh…I don’t know.

Doc: Do your feet bother you? Or your back? Or Shins?

Me: As a matter of fact they do sometimes; yeah even when I’m not on them.

Doc: Yeah, you definitely have flat feet. I’ll give you a referral to a podiatrist to get them checked out.

I truly didn’t know; it’s not like I ever tried on someone else’s feet and could compare the two. What really tripped me out was that I had socks on and he could still tell. I guess that’s why he gets the big bucks and my feet are really flat.

This physical wasn’t as interesting as the one on Dec 15th ’04, yes I remember the date, when I surprisingly got my prostate examined as part of the procedure. If you’re familiar with what a prostate exam entails; imagine not having any idea it was going to happen until the probing finger was…….probing. Yeah, “in through the out door” and yes it is only an out door. Unless, of course, I’m getting my prostate examined….

Okay, so to the podiatrist office. The doctor takes a look at my feet and ask some questions. He has me roll up pants to my knees and walk. Right away he notices that my right side droops when I walk and my right leg is about an inch shorter than my left. WHAT!!! Yeah, WTF is going on? So he gives me temporary inserts for my shoes now and takes plaster cast of my feet for custom inserts. Yup, they’ll be ready in 10 days. All for a $15 co-pay. Gotta love that SAG coverage.

Lastly, this is worth mentioning I think. I have direct deposit for TV/Film Residuals through my credit union. So the checks go directly to the credit union to be deposited and the credit union sends me a credit union statement and the statement from the check. I’m guilty of not always looking at that mail right away because I know there isn’t any checks, just statements and I’m ALL about the money. Well I got one today and I opened it for some reason and sure enough there was actually a check in there. Moral of the story for me: check your mail it might be residual from “Yes, Dear”.

WHAT!!!! I’m up again at 6am for my Vicodin fix or is Motrin? Yeah, it’s Motrin. Thankfully, the bleeding has slowed down a lot, but the swelling is out of control. I look like an adult blowfish and get this; it’s spreading to my left eye! Yup, I’m developing a black-eye. Maybe I’ll put some steak on it like they do in the cartoons. I gotta tell ya, I’m loving it! I don’t know; it’s just interesting.

This is my med schedule:

12 midnight: Motrin
1am: Amoxicillin
3am: Vicodin
6am: Motrin
9am: Vicodin and Amoxicillin
12 noon: Motrin
3pm: Vicodin
5pm: Amoxicillin
6pm: Motrin
9pm: Vicodin

Plus some crazy mouth rinse, twice a day, which taste like $3 a gallon unleaded fuel. I should put that in my fuel tank and call it a day. I set alarms for all of these and have yet to miss one. I don’t want any trouble with the healing process. The stitches don’t come out for another 10 days.

I think I figured out what I look like. It’s not a blowfish; it’s a car. I look like a freakin’ car! What kind of car? A Chrysler 300. Ya know, one them sh*ts with the big ass grill in the front. Yeah, I got a big ass grill right now! To the casual observer I may not look like a car, but I “feel” like I look like a car.

I gotta really think about this. As it stands now, I don’t have any appointments tomorrow Monday. Who knows, that could change, my agent could get a call for an African-American male, late 20’s early 30’s, that resembles an American-made car with a big ass grill. Don’t laugh, it could happen. Would I cancel another audition tomorrow if I had one? I totally didn’t think about swelling up like this. It’s been 48 hours it should start getting back to normal soon.

Oh Sh*t!!!! I got up at 6am to take some medication and looked in the mirror and said “WTF! Who is that?” I am bleeding and my face is swollen, lol!!! This caught me by surprise. I’m trying to figure out what type of farm animal I look like. I think I look like a badger or better yet a blowfish. Man this is hilarious; I wish my brothers’ could see me. At least the medication is working and I’m not in too much pain.

This is funny except for a couple of things. Remember me not having had a print go-see in a month? Well I have one today AND a commercial audition. Cool, I look like a blowfish! Actually, I went to this same place last month and they requested that I wear my glasses this time.

Print go-see: "IBM" @ Ben Sealy Casting. It'll be my first go-see with my new zed card. Yeah! Thankfully, I didn’t have to speak.

Audition: "Walgreens" @ Deborah Kurtz Casting. This went really well too. I only had to speak for my slate and there were 3 of us in the shot for the audition, so I doubt they noticed I looked like a blowfish. Cool.

V" is for Vicodin! Yeah, today is the day for me to find out what's so great about Vicodin, Motrin, Ativan and Amoxicillin. I'm getting some gum reconstruction, ridge augmentation and bone grafting done in my mouth this morning. Sound painful? It was…at times. The first 6 incisions into the roof of my mouth was a wake-up call to say the least - OMG!

I did some internet research on the dental procedures I was about to encounter; which could have been a mistake. I might have been better off if I didn't know what was going to happen. My appointment was @ 8:30 to start the meds and the surgery was to start at 9:30. About 25 minutes after taking the stuff I started to feel.......well lets just say I was "happy"….and confused.

Thirty minutes later they put me in the chair and all system were go. I had my PDA playing music to distract me, but when I saw needles and heard drilling I couldn't help but be a little concerned. The first incision into the roof of my mouth was like "Hello! WTF!"

After a while all I felt was pressure and I was cool with that...eventually I was out completely. I made it through with a lot of swelling, a bit of bleeding, 4 different meds and a host of stitches in my mouth.

The coolest part about the whole thing was that, since I couldn't drive to the appointment because of the meds, I had the opportunity to ride the bus again. I really like riding the bus/subway and I'm going to do it more often. Actually, I'd planned and looked forward to riding the bus home, but the office staff wouldn't let me. They had a gentleman from the office take me home instead. The best part of that “trip” was being mesmerized by the navigational system in his expensive BMW SUV. I had never actually seen one work, they're pretty cool. It should be an interesting evening for me. I hit the sack for two hours then woke up to see if I could make my audition. It wasn’t to be.

Audition: "The Procrastinators" @ CC Harper Casting. Ooops, I had to call my agent and pass on this appointment. Too much blood, too much pain, too many meds and too little time. Maybe they can reschedule it. See ya, good night.

Oh yeah, funny enough, it’s been almost an entire month since I’ve had a print go-see. Everything stopped as soon as I got my card finished. WHAT?! How does that work? I’m sure I’ll start getting out again soon.

Audition: "Lifting Off" @ AFI. This went really well.

Today was a great day! I put my car in the shop for some routine maintenance, but it turned out I didn't need to get as much done as I thought. So, as a result, it was a bit cheaper than I expected. It's a Honda and if I take care of it, it will take care of me. I do my best to keep it relatively clean inside and out.

The best part of the trip was this: I drove to the other side of town to the shop with my bike in the trunk. After leaving my car, I rode my bike to the subway station and rode the train back to my side of town and rode the bike back to my apartment.

I LOVE riding the train! It reminds me of my years living in New York. I had SUCH a great time in NY, great job waiting tables at The Harley-Davidson Café, great friends and learned a great deal about how to run my acting career. Those things really helped my transition to Los Angeles, which has been fantastic as well. I am just the luckiest guy in the world!!! Okay, I’ll stop.

I wish it was more practical to take the train in LA – at least for me. It just doesn’t really go anywhere I need to go on a regular basis. I think I’m going to take it down to Long Beach one of these days and ride my bike down there.

I spoke to my older brother in Prague this morning (again for free PC-to-PC on http://www.skype.com/) and it’s really cool seeing the changes in him since he is a new father. He’s just a little different and seems to be having a ball with his 5-month old daughter Nikita. I thought it was interesting that he looks “up” to our youngest brother, Todd, as a role model of what to be as a father. That trips me out, but I’ll be the first to say Todd is “The Father of the Year”. My kid brother rocks; his children are really lucky to have him to raise them.

I also spoke to my older sister in Birmingham and she was talking about my niece and nephew in Virginia Beach spending a bit of the Summer with her family down South. That got me thinking…a huge part of my going home for a month is so I can hang with the kids. It would really be different if the kids weren’t there. Maybe I should carry my ass to Hawaii for two weeks and Virginia two weeks instead of a month in Virginia. That would suck if the kids were gone the whole time I was home, but I would have to understand; they have other Aunts and Uncles so I have to share them, lol!

Since I purchased an all day pass for the subway; it can also be used for the city busses. So I decided to take the bus to a pre-release screening of “United 93”. I can’t think of another movie that had me welling up in tears in the first two minutes; just knowing what was going to happen. The only other film that really broke me down good was “The Notebook” a couple of years ago. I was still quite fresh in dealing with my mother’s passing and “The Notebook” tore me up good, beautiful film. “United 93” was, for me, extremely moving. My body shook every time they said “LAX” “LAX” “….heading to LAX”. I couldn’t even move when it ended; you could hear a pin drop in the theatre that held hundreds of people. I cannot imagine what those passengers went through.

I’m sure most of us remember where we were when we heard the news of what was happening to our country. My girlfriend at the time and I were awakened by her roommate and she said “My mom just called and said ‘a plane crashed into The World Trade Center’”. Of course, that made no sense. It started to make sense when we soon witnessed second plane doing the same thing. Unbelievable – how could it be?

Several weeks before, a friend of mine, New York actor Dorian Missick, was in Los Angeles and stayed with me for a couple of days. He met with Denzel Washington several times for a role in “The Antwone Fisher Story”, took meetings and auditioned. While here, he booked a guest starring role on “NYPD Blue” I distinctly remember him saying “I come back out on the September 11th to shoot”. Now of course, the date September 11th didn’t mean anything special then, but I hit me like a ton of bricks when I thought he might have been on one of those planes. I frantically dialed his numbers and finally caught up with him – he had just gotten off the plane he was on as all flights had been grounded. Me? I was still shook because two days before the 11th, Sunday the 9th I felt my first earthquake in LA. OMG!!! That was freaking crazy! Nothing by LA standards, but for this East Coast Kid. WHAT!!!!? No more earthquakes and please, no more planes flying into buildings!