Tonight
I performed my comedy set in the showcase of my comedy class. I taped it myself and, obviously, I
have a lot to learn, but I was pretty happy with how it went considering where
I’m at. I was nervous, of course,
but I got through it; even got a few laughs.
I didn’t invite anyone because the
only way I could have done the showcase is if no one knew about it. I’m not sure what that’s all about with
me, but I feel as though I have no friends. I know it’s not true, but I often feel that way. I think it stems from my intense fear
of rejection; and that probably stems from never being accepted by my
father. It seemed that one of the
students had invited half of the 30 people in the audience. I was amazed at how far away I was from
something like that.
I’m not sure what I’m going to do
next with the stand up comedy thing, but, at minimum, I’ll probably do some
open mic events and see how I feel.
All in all, it was
fun and I consider it a success.
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